Showing posts from September, 2006
One day years ago, I was really upset and mad at God and in the midst of throwing a fit, I fell to the floor in tears, alone in my room.

I knew my attitude was wrong but I was hurting. Then as I realized that God was BIG and I was little - He could pretty much snuff me out like a tiny ant if He wanted - I was convicted of my sin and in brokeness I asked Him to forgive me.

It felt like I had been in a dark cave with no light at all and in fear, I quickly looked around to find a way of escape. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a small flicker of a light off to the side. As I turned to the light, it grew brighter. Relieved, I knew this was the way out!

A small still voice within me said, "If you keep your eyes on me, I will bring you into the light, but if you take your eyes off me, you will be groping in the dark with no way out." I knew this was my LORD Jesus Christ sp…
“Yea, ye took up the tabernacle of Moloch, and the star of your god Remphan, figures which ye made to worship them: and I will carry you away beyond Babylon.” Stephen speaking to the High Priest and the Council right before they stoned him to death in Acts 7:43
The so called "Star of David" is not a Jewish symbol but an occult hexagram symbol that has been around since the days of Solomon.

When Dr. O.J. Graham, a Jewish Christian, investigated the origins and meaning of the Jewish Star of David, astonishment set in as he discovered that this symbol—found on the national flag of Israel and prominently displayed in every Jewish synagogue in the world—is not the star of King David at all but, instead, is the heinous sign of antichrist.

Its origins can be traced back to the Babylonian worship of Astarte, or Ashtareth, and to the adoration of the false “star” gods, Chiun and Remphan.

“Although the six-pointed star is seen all around the world and is…
Death comes to all but the time it comes remains a mystery to most.

Therefore, should we not prepare now?

Read what these men said right before they died:

William Shakespeare (1564-1616)
“I commend my soul into the hands of God my Creator, hoping and assuredly believing, through the only merits of Jesus Christ my Savior, to be made partaker of life everlasting; and my body to the earth, whereof it was made.”

Patrick Henry (1736-1799)
“Doctor, I wish you to observe how real and beneficial the religion of Christ is to a man about to die . . .” In his will he wrote: “This is all the inheritance I give to my dear family. The religion of Christ which will give them one which will make them rich indeed.”

Alexander Hamilton (1755-1804)
"I have a tender reliance on the mercy of the Almighty, through the merits of the Lord Jesus Christ. I am a sinner. I look to Him for mercy.”

Daniel Webster (1782-1852)
“The great mystery is Jesus Christ—the gospel. What would the condition of any of us b…
Back in the Old West, a number of men were upstairs in a boarding house amusing themselves with a game of cards when there was a cry from the street below of “Fire! Fire!” The men looked at one another in disbelief. One of the windows grew orange with the flames. “Wait!” said the dealer. “Let’s just finish this hand; we’ve got plenty of time—I have a key to the back door.” The men nodded in approval, then quickly picked up the dealt cards.

Precious minutes passed. One of the men became nervous as the flames licked through the now broken window. With darting eyes and a sweat-filled brow, he asked for the key.

“Coward!” muttered the dealer as he tossed across the key. Each of them then rushed to the door and waited with bated breath as the key was placed into the lock. “It won’t turn!” was the cry. “Let me have it!” said the dealer. As he tried in vain to turn the key, he whispered in horror, “It’s the wrong key!”

source: Living Waters
Today a friend emailed, "It must be tough on you to have all this weigh heavily on your mind all the time. The amount of time you spend finding all this must be overwhelming and demoralizing. How do we trudge along our way with so many obstacles in our path but still manage to lead somewhat good lives without any injuries?"

Yeah, the news is bad for sure and in the past, I simply looked the other way when I heard/read about it.

However, now I realize that behaviour has probably added to the mess in which we find ourselves.

But what can be done??

Is there a solution?

I mean we each could try to be a little nicer or more honest, but is that enough?

The problem goes deeper but there is a solution. Check this out & let me know what you think:
As a former Hewlett-Packard employee (1984-1999), I enjoyed working for this well-respected company, known for "The HP Way" of taking good care of its employees.

However, today we read disturbing scandalous headlines saying, Hewlett-Packard dumps chair in spy scandal fallout.

It says HP's board engaged the services of private detective agencies to obtain phone records of board members, staff, and nine journalists by using the illegal act of "pretexting", a tatic of investigators pretending to be the individuals targeted, quoting their social security numbers and private details to obtain call details from telephone companies.

Ironically, this year HP was named "Most Trusted Company for Privacy in the United States" by TRUSTe and Ponemon Institute, an award that recognizes HP for establishing and enforcing progressive privacy practices that build a high level of consumer trust.

This sad commentary on Hewlett-Packard and its new HP Way remind…
Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. John 3
What Is A Born-Again Christian?

When a national survey was taken, it showed that about fifty percent of the American population claimed to be "born-again Christians." What is meant by the term "born-again Christian," and what is the understanding of those people who call themselves "born-again Christians?"

What Is a Christian?

The term "Christian" comes from the Greek word "christianos," which means Christ-man, or an adherent of Jesus Christ. In the Bible, this word was first used as a nickname, a term of reproach, because the believers must have given others a feeling that they were absolute for Christ. The apostle Peter used it later to remind the believers to stand firm for Christ and not be ashamed. Thus, a Christian is a person who is totally full of Christ, occupied by Christ, living for Ch…
"Exalt the LORD our God, and worship at his holy hill; for the LORD our God is holy." Psalm 99:9

I thought you may want to know why I call myself a Christian.

Like many, I made some really dumb decisions as a young adult and while living the hippie scene in Southern California, I got some bad drugs and ended up in a mental hospital and they told my family I would never be normal again. Amazingly, I got better and was out after a few months.

As I continued in this wild and careless lifestyle, I became pregnant. Out of selfishness and shame, I chose to get an abortion which was a horrible experience even though at the time, I thought it was the best thing to do.

A few years later, I got married and had a baby. I loved being a mother but the marriage had big problems because my husband and I both had big problems.

Over the years, I had been searching for... not sure for what, but I kept looking and tried everything from religion to drug…
BBC NEWS: Iraq torture 'worse after Saddam'
BBC News Thursday, 21 September 2006

Allegations of severe torture have regularly emerged from Iraq

Torture may be worse now in Iraq than under former leader Saddam Hussein, the UN's chief anti-torture expert says.
Manfred Nowak said the situation in Iraq was "out of control", with abuses being committed by security forces, militia groups and anti-US insurgents.

Bodies found in the Baghdad morgue "often bear signs of severe torture", said the human rights office of the UN Assistance Mission in Iraq in a report.

The wounds confirmed reports given by refugees from Iraq, Mr Nowak said.

He told journalists at a briefing in Geneva that he had yet to visit Iraq, but he was able to base his information on autopsies and interviews with Iraqis in neighbouring Jordan.

"What most people tell you is that the situation as far as torture is concerned now in Iraq is totally out of hand," the Austrian law professor said.

Today, a friend asked what I thought of Harry Potter. Having not read the books by J.K. Rowling, I can only comment on what I have read ABOUT them. Although they are fiction, I understand that the author uses very real descriptions of astrology, numerology, divination, mediumship, channeling, and crystal gazing which we are told in the Bible to avoid. (Deuteronomy 18:10)

One Christian author writes:
"[J.K] Rowling goes on to say that roughly one-third of the sorcery-related material appearing in her [Harry Potter] books 'are things that people genuinely used to believe in Britain.' What Rowling fails to mention is that a vast amount of the occult material she has borrowed from historical sources still plays a significant role in modern paganism and witchcraft. Consequently, her writings merge quite nicely with contemporary occultism. This could easily present a spiritual danger to children and …
And Peter remembered the word of Jesus, which said unto him, Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. And he went out, and wept bitterly.
Just days before his crucifiction (Matthew 26), Jesus told his disciples, "Ye shall be offended because of me this night: for it is written, I will smite the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock shall be scattered abroad. But after I am risen again, I will go before you into Galilee."

Peter immediately said he would never be offended by Jesus. However, Jesus told him, "Verily I say unto thee, That this night, before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice."

Later that same evening, Jesus went with Peter and two others to pray in the garden. When he found the disciples asleep, Jesus said, "What, could ye not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."

Later on after Jesus was arrested,…
Five years have passed and still more questions than answers.

Watch this powerful video 9/11: Press for Truth.

So sad. What is the truth and who was/is behind it?

Here is another recent video called 9/11 Mysteries which among other things, explains how thermite works and looks at the possibility that the 2 towers & building 7 were brought down by explosions, not fire.
Here is a beautiful sunset taken a few minutes ago from my Pensacola window.

Psalm 19:1
The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.

Psalm 50:6
And the heavens shall declare his righteousness: for God is judge himself.

Psalm 97:6
The heavens declare his righteousness, and all the people see his glory.
For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. Matthew 24:27
From Watch Unto Prayer:

When Jesus Christ returns, He will regather the remnant of Israel, dissolve the state of Palestine and establish Zion as the headquarters of the Millennial Kingdom.

The Zionists are presently gathering the Zionist Jews to Israel but excluding true Torah Jews. During the Tribulation period, they will attempt to destroy the state of Palestine in order to establish the headquarters of the Antichrist in Israel.

The law and precedent for redeeming the land of Israel are found in the Old Testament.

God is using unsaved man to regather unsaved Israel into Palestine, a process necessary for the Tribulation judgments to begin and the Temple to be rebuilt.

When Israel's true redeemer, Jesus Christ, returns, He and His angels will regather Israel (which fled into the wilderness at mid-Tribulation), dissolve the state of Pa…
And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you. Ephesians 4:32
Do you need to forgive anyone today? If yes, do it now and don't put it off any longer or a root of bitterness will spring up, bringing you trouble and defiling those around you. Unforgivenss is like a cancer that steals your peace and worse than that, will keep you out of the Kingdom of heaven.

When Peter asked Jesus how often should he forgive his brother, Jesus answered "seventy times seven" and told this parable:

"Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, hav…
MY UTMOST FOR HIS HIGHEST by Oswald Chambers (1874-1917)

"...but have renounced the hidden things of dishonesty..." 2 Corinthians 4:2

Have you "renounced the hidden things of dishonesty" - the things that your sense of honour will not allow to come to the light?

You can easily hide them.

Is there a thought in your heart about anyone which you would not like to be dragged into the light?

Renounce it as soon as it springs up; renounce the whole thing until there is no hidden thing of dishonesty or craftiness about you.

Envy, jealousy, strife - these things arise not necessarily from the disposition of sin, but from the make-up of your body which was used for this kind of thing in days gone by (see Romans 6:19 and 1 Peter 4:1-2).

Maintain a continual watchfulness so that nothing of which you would be ashamed arises in your life. "Not walking in craftiness," that is, resorting to what will carry your point. This is a great snare.

You know that God wil…
Loose Change video makers say, 'Bush, Silverstein, and the CIA did it.' Popular Mechanics magazine says, 'These are just children with wild imaginations'.

The odd part is no one touches on the fact a Sayeret Matkal Capt. was on the first jet, and a Mossad operative on the second.

Doesn't anyone question that this was a precision military type operation, and nineteen Towel-heads with five hrs in a Cessna, and a Microsoft flight simulator, didn't cut it.

The facts are, the real beneficiary was Israel, they had the capabilities, and this was an larger version of their USS Liberty False Flag.

(Source: Judicial Inc)
Jesus told his disciples, "Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves."

He continued, "But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues; And ye shall be brought before governors and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles.

"But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak. For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.

"And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Matthew 10:16-22
In Matthew 5, 6, and 7, Jesus' Sermon on the Mount gives us good advice on how to live.

He concludes by saying, "Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock. And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it."

Is your house, your life, built on the the rock solid words of the Lord Jesus Christ? He shed his blood and gave his life for you. Now won't you give your life and heart to him today? True peace through forgiveness of sin only comes as your surrender your will to the Son of God in f…
When Hitler came to power, the Deutsche Christen, or German Christian Church, integrated and redefined traditional Christianity to include and align with the Third Reich.

The doctrines of the Deutsche Christen were meant to replace centuries old doctrine; many of the beliefs were anti-Semitic and defined as heresy. Christ was re-interpreted as the Nietzchean 'superman', an Aryan of the highest order and not a Jew, and Paul was dismissed as irrevelant.

I believe that what we see in much of the American church today is A LOT like the German church before WW2.

Read the following email I received this morning from a friend in the know:

"In reference to your web site, you are touching the tip of what is going on. The clearest tell tale of 911 was Silverstein’s PBS special where he admitted 'pulling' building 7. I saw it with my own eyes. The special was then itself pulled from the archives. There are many recordings of…

The far top-right corner of Building 7 shows explosives going off in sequential order. watch


Why were warnings of the attack ignored?

Why did World Trade Center Building 7 collapse?

Why withhold video of a plane hitting the Pentagon?

Why didn't Bush leave the school at once?

Why did Bush try to prevent a 9/11 investigation?

Why wasn't ground zero treated like any other crime scene?

Was the fourth plane in Pennsylvania shot down?

Who has benefited from 9/11?

Why was no one fired after 9/11?

Why didn't U.S. Air Force fighters intercept any planes on 9/11?

Was thermite along with controlled explosions used? watch

PRAYER: Lord, expose any lie that I may be believing and wake me up to the truth I pray in Jesus name.
1 ¶ I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.
2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
3 For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.
4 For as we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office:
5 So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.
6 Having then gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, whether prophecy, let us prophesy according to the proportion of faith;
7 Or ministry, let us wait on our ministering: or …
Like much of the New Testament, Romans was written by Paul to the church in Rome and it is filled with many wonderful promises which we can embrace and believe.

Here are some great verses which some refer to as 'The Roman Road':

Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.

Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Romans 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

Romans 10:13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

We also are told in Romans 10:17 that faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God, so listen now to all of Romans: 12345678910111213141516

"Enter ye in at the strait gate…
The book of Hebrews warns us against having an evil heart of unbelief.

We are told to "exhort one another daily lest we be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin".

The children of Israel wandered in the wilderness 40 years and still did not enter into rest because of the sin of unbelief.

Jesus tells us, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." (Matthew 11)

True rest and real peace comes only to those who put their faith in the Son of God, the Lord Jesus Christ, who died for our sin, rose from the dead after 3 days, and is alive today.

And yes, Jesus is coming back one day - r u ready?

While a missionary living in Berlin, Germany, I was honored to meet Gwen Shaw who I was told had predicted the fall of the Berlin Wall.

Today, I have discovered disturbing information regarding her and her ministry, "End Times Handmaidens and Servants".


"Today there are many New Age cults disguised as “Christian ministries.” These cults exert as much control over their members as do the more blatant New Age cults, only they use more subtle methods which are cloaked in Biblical terminology. Such methods of control include requiring the taking of “vows”, which Jesus forbade (Matt. 5:34), and prolonged “fasts” which leave the cult member in a physically weakened and mentally passive state and, as a result, susceptible to cult manipulation and paranormal experiences. Like New Age cults, these pseudo-Christian cults are usually led by charismatic leaders, such as Gwen Shaw, who funct…
The "official" story we are told is that on September 11, 2001, Flight 77 crashed into the Pentagon.

But what really happened?

Unbeknown to passengers, could Flight 77 have gone on a kamakze strike on the USS Washington which was on maneuvers in the area while a cruise missile hit the Pentagon?

What were F-16's doing out 150 miles in the Atlantic? Did they shoot down Flight 77 over the Atlantic?

What is the Truth?
The new age book, The DeVinci Code, doesn't give any documentation - it's purely a novel - but it does contain some elements of truth. Overall, this book all about discrediting the Christian view of Jesus Christ. It's about subverting and ultimately overthrowing traditional Christianity and replacing it with a Gnostic version of Christianity which is fundamentally pagan. At the core of this novel is the Merovingian Dynasty and the Priory de Sion which really did and still do exist. By their own account, are of Jewish nobility, having "divine" blood, but their definition of divinity is not the same as the Biblical definition.

Today, it is believed that they have connections to the Dominionist movement whose agenda is to rule the world. The Dominionists have many fronts but few people are able to discern the origin of this conspiracy. We do know that they are using the Christian church to accomplish their end.

The reason it is so difficult t…

John 14

1 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me.

2 In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.

3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.

4 And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know.

5 Thomas saith unto him, Lord, we know not whither thou goest; and how can we know the way?

6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

7 If ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also: and from henceforth ye know him, and have seen him.

8 Philip saith unto him, Lord, show us the Father, and it sufficeth us.

9 Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then, Sho…
Over the past 1-1/2 years, I have been replacing the lies I was taught with truth - a very intense journey to say the least - and I sometimes feel like a little child learning how to walk.

Sion, another name for Mt Herman which is located in the northern part of Israel - not to be confused with Zion, another name for Jerusalem - is where the Synagogue of Satan (Revelation 2:9) or today's Zionists want to rule the world.

The Synagogue of Satan are those who say they are Jews but are not and who came from certain northern tribes of Israel that were into Canaanite Baal worship of Lucifer. Today, they are the lost tribes of Israel who never returned and have no right to call themselves Jews because the word "Jew" comes from "Judea" which was the southern kingdom of Benjamin and Judea.

When the Lord Jesus returns, there will be a remnant who will believe in him, but before that time, this Synagogue of Satan will return to Israel to set up a kingd…
From Watch Unto Prayer:

Smoke, Mirrors and Disinformation… The Compromised Ties of the Apologetics Ministries

When The World Will Be as One…
Why Many Discernment Ministries Fail to Discern—They are Designed That Way

“Sometimes a ‘Board of Directors’ doesn't really direct, and the persons involved with it are practically invisible…from the day-to-day operations and identification with the ministry.”

The source of the statement above is the Manual of Ethical and Doctrinal Standards of Evangelical Ministries to New Religions (EMNR). This manual, which contains the official EMNR guidelines, was written in 1997 by Eric Pement and Craig Branch, members of the Board of Directors of EMNR.

Considering the above statement, in the interest of Christian discernment, we are on the verge of understanding something that has remained hidden for over 25 years — a phenomenon of sorts.

There appears to be a revolving door of personnel among five internationally known ‘Chri…