Tracy's Story

My Testimony
By Tracy

He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.
And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD.

--Psalm 40:2-3

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As a child growing up on the island of Guam during the seventies, I found a little booklet entitled, "This Was Your Life" which told the story of a rich man who died. He stood before God who replayed the man's life and it was found that he had rejected Jesus Christ. God then banished him to the lake of fire. I was scared. The back of the booklet said that I needed to believe in Jesus in order to escape the flames of hell, so I prayed to God and asked Him to save me. I didn't know exactly what I was doing. I just knew that I needed some help from God to stay out of hell. It was like following the instructions on the back of the cake mix--I wanted to go to heaven so I followed the instructions. I didn't understand that being saved is about having a relationship with Jesus Christ--but that's all right, God met me where I was at and, in time, He perfected my understanding.

I was not reared in a Christian family, but I went to church every once in a while, said grace, and recited "Now I lay me down to sleep..." before going to bed. I'd pick up the Bible every once in a while, but I got sleepy or bored every time I tried to read it. I went through my life living like most other people in this world do. I had opportunities to pursue Jesus, but chose not to--Satan was my lord. Most of the things that I found fun and exciting, I now reject as unholy. I did what I wanted to, but was never completely comfortable with the wild life I was leading. I know the Lord took my prayer as a child and kept me from being completely sold out to Satan.

During one semester in college I had an Anthropology course that said humans are descended from apes, a Philosophy teacher that said God does not exist, and a Humanities teacher that called the Bible a myth. For the first time in my life I was confused about God. Even though I didn't really read the Bible, I believed that God was somewhere in the background. These people were telling me that He did not exist. One day I wondered to myself, "Why do I believe in God? Is it because my parents told me about Him?" I didn't know that God heard me and that He was going to answer.

A few years later, I graduated from college and went to work. One day as I passed the desk of a co-worker, I saw a booklet entitled, "This Was Your Life" lying on her desk--the same tract that I found as a child in Guam almost 20 years earlier! It was like seeing an old friend. I asked if I could borrow it and she said yes. I greedily read it and eventually ordered other tracts for information. Soon after, I began to read the Bible like there was no tomorrow--the television in my apartment wasn't even plugged up, I was too busy reading God's word.

The Lord Jesus showed me a lot of things. First of all, He cares about me and everything about me. He desires to be my everything. He also showed me that He loves me and just wants to be my God. The Lord is holy and I, as His child, should be holy too. I learned that a life of holiness is wonderfully fulfilling. Now that the Lovely One, Jesus Christ, is my Lord and my Saviour, why would I return back to filth and vomit I once had? I ain't going back. God does not want anybody to go to hell, but He will not let you in heaven without repentance and faith in His Son, Jesus Christ.

When you make the wise decision of making Jesus Christ the Lord of your life (instead of yourself), He will save your soul and He will conform you to His own image, righteous and holy. As David said in Psalm 23, "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever." As a child of God, you are joint-heir to everything that the Creator of the universe has, yet you are to be the humblest and meekest of persons.

After I started to walk with the Lord Jesus, my life completely changed. One day an old acquaintance called me up. We were on the telephone about 30 to 45 seconds when she said, "Tracy, what happened? You been born-again or something?" I was glad to hear from her and I wasn't trying to sound differently so I was surprised by her comment. Can you see how God can change even your conversational style?

I used to think, "I'll serve God when I get old like Grandmama." I am so glad that that didn't happen! Why is it that we want to give all our good years to Satan and then give the leftovers to the Righteous One? I used to think that serving God would be such a bore. How wrong I was! My life is more exciting than ever. I talk to God and watch Him answer prayer; God communes in my heart and leads me; I read the Bible; work with young people and adults; travel; give biblical counsel; help people; serve as webmaster for this site (the Lord showed me how to do this); produce a local Christian tv show; fulfill roles as wife, sister and daughter. I have made up my mind that I will NEVER go back to that wicked place I used to live. I will reprove it and see souls saved and walking with the Lord. I will live my life for the Lovely Jesus. In the best of times or the worst of times, I have no where else to go but Him. Glory to God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. How my God woos me to heaven--and every step of the way I know that one day my faith will be made sight.

Some famous people in this world have called Christians losers. In the sense that they mention, I am a loser because I don't enjoy their perversions--drugs, adultery, fornication, addiction, pornography, perverse language, evil imaginations, rebellion, lawlessness, pride, lewd television, music and movies. Not because I am so good (I used to enjoy the things of this world), but because Jesus Christ redeemed me from sin. So when I sin, I certainly don't feel good about it. I try to avoid it everyday. Things that I do enjoy are love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance, mercy, and patience. Give me the pure and lovely things.

If Jesus took a sinner like me and made me clean, He can do the same for anybody willing to renounce their sins and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ. Follow Him. Repent ye, and believe the gospel. The following scripture has been placed on my heart of late:

Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert. This people have I formed for myself; they shall shew forth my praise. Isaiah 43:19, 21

The wilderness and desert mentioned in this verse symbolize the landscape of my old, sinful life. God miraculously made a pathway and a river in the midst of my barrenness. Hallelujah! Will you let him do the same for you? Talk to the Lord Jesus and tell Him that you repent of your sins, ask Him to take away the guilt, tell the Lord that you believe in Him--that He died on the cross for your sins and rose from the dead the third day. Tell the Lord that you give Him your life and that you'll follow Him. Then thank Jesus for saving your soul. If you have believed on the Lord Jesus, read on about the new life.


Anonymous said…
which day is the LORD'S DAY [ SABBATH ] ?
do you keep it holy ?
do you know what you must do on that day ?
it is a commandment from JESUS
this world IS in the power of SATAN and many are decieved
are you one of them ?
believe GOD's word not man's
time is running out therefore get out of BABYLON lest you share in her plagues
abide in GOD'S word and HE will save you from the great tribulation which is soon upon us
keep watch for the building of the temple in jerusalem and know that it is almost upon us when it is completed
pay no heed to rumours and the deeds of the wicked in this world
all that is happening was foretold and must come to pass
obey JESUS and watch for the signs to warn you when to flee to the wilderness less you suffer the three and a half years of the great tribulation
if you do not heed the warnings you may not be able to endure the great tribulation when SATAN will seek out those who obey GOD not man
HE wiil tempt / torture or kill those who refuse the mark herein lies wisdom
GOD will provide for those who heed his words and heed his warning
Anonymous said…
may GOD bless tracey as she is indeed strong in faith to the LORD
she needs to add to her directions of observing the sabbath
the law of moses still applies
JESUS's sacrifice only took away animal sacrifice
i'll leave the sister to post the biblical references
hope GOD is continuing to bless and guide you too cathy
my name is stephen btw
Cathy Palmer said…
Thanks Stephen. May the LORD God richly bless and guide you too!
Cathy Palmer said…
Thank you.

Regarding the temple in Jerusalem, please review this commentary:

"But he spake of the temple of his body." John 2:21

"What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost [which is] in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?"
1 Corinthians 6:19
Anonymous said…
i checked that article but saw no good in it
so the jews hate the christians
nothing new there [ they crucified our LORD ]
we are not to judge or seek the approval of men
we know we will be hated by the world just as our LORD was when he was in it
cathy may iremind you that we must be not too involved with the affairs of this world but to patiently wait for our LORD's coming
to reflect HIS personality
so that HE can give a good account to our heavenly father and show SATAN the accuser to be the liar that he is
be wise in the wisdom of the LORD not the world
i feel troubled by your words
maybe i should no longer visit this site
i always keep in mind '' not all calling LORD LORD shall enter the kingdom ''
Cathy Palmer said…
What exactly are you referring to that does not line up with scripture? Thanks.
Anonymous said…
anyone else reading that commentary may be stirred up to hate jews because thier faith is not as strong
it was unpleasant reading thier doctrine of hatred and slander but i am glad that i only felt sorry for thier ignorance and arrogance as they know not GOD
all it showed was the workings of SATAN
my mention of the temple was biblical based [ i later found the site promoting it ]
at the moment they are only marching in protest and promotion for the building of it
i'm saying to be not too caught up in all this zionism / freemason stuff which we know is satanic by thier fruits
trust only in the LORD
Cathy Palmer said…
That website is about exposing Freemasonic Zionism which is a political movement.

The LORD Jesus Christ tells us to let no man deceive us, thus the need to be aware of this deception that is thriving within the Christian community today:

"Today Freemasonic Zionism is playing the Jewish People and the Christians like a fiddle. Our hope is to expose the deception surrounding the true nature of Zionism. We love Jewish People, we love Christians, our heart breaks for those who are caught in the 'Snare' (Luke 21:35) of deception. Zionism, not to be confused with Judaism, is a political movement conceived in the secret societies of Judeo-Freemasonry, is using undiscerning Evangelical Christians to advance the antichrist, New World Order. The Freemasonic-Zionists have highjacked Judaism and are 'Vessels of Wrath' (Romans 9:22) whos agenda has controlled Government and Media for over 100 years. This agenda is directly responsible for the engineered moral, and economic collapse of our Country."
Cathy Palmer said…
To the above annoymous commenter:

I am fully aware of the true meaning of Christmas = Christ's Mass and posted about it a few years ago here:

May the Truth be revealed, may the lies be exposed, may the deceived wake up, may the sinner repent, may the lost get saved and may the LORD Jesus Christ be glorified I pray.